gahh i've reached some sort of a roadblock in my EoM):

and i just thought of something. WHY DO MERE STRANGERS HATE ME SO MUCH? )): i remember, when i was at the airport in paris, out of the whole group of people going through the barrier, the security people just had to pick me, a GIRL, to do a full body check-.- and the bloody metal detector didnt even beep when i passed through it. do i look like a terrorist or something?!! ><

and now, i think all the canteen uncles and aunties have a grudge against me too! the drinks stall auntie glares at me all the time and refuses to give me a straw when she would gladly give out cups of ice to other people; the chicken rice stall uncle always gives me this small amount of food (compared to what he gives other people) and overprices what little food he gives me (again, speaking based on comparison with what he charges my friends); the fruits stall aunties somehow always manage to mix up my order ... and the list goes on ):

i'm hated): boohoooo.